My first born, Kayil, he is now 5 years old. He no longer needs mommy that much. He can now take care of himself, already knows how to take a bath by himself. He can now brush his own teeth. He can now turn on the PC and play online games. As of writing this, he is upstairs playing PS2. Last Saturday hubby and Chico and me went out and forgot to say bye bye to him, he never cares anymore. Gone were the days where he would cry so hard when he can’t see or hear me.. and back then I hate it, now I miss it. I asked him if he still loves me because he seldom kisses and embraces now, he said, he just have so many things to do, that is why.. haaay He acts beyond his age.. and I really miss my cry baby boy.. I know i could not hold on to his being a baby forever, so now I just make up to the time he remembers me. When he need or want me I stop whatever I do (OK I am trying..) and attend to his needs. Babies.. they grow up so fast..