My depression is slowly wearing down. Remember I told you I was depressed because I think Chico, my third son, does not love me anymore. OK, not exactly but he no longer depends on me. he prefers to be with our helper than his mommy. I thought I would need natural depression treatment to treat my depression. It turns out that I only need some time with him. As of Monday afternoon, I have been trying very hard to stay away from the computer and just be with the kids. It feels so good. Suddenly the kids are more loving to their mommy.
bonding with ChicoIt’s a bit hard though, I came to a point where I breathe blog and now I have to limit my time with it, it’s difficult. I am trying my best not to think about blogging. Whenever a good topic comes to my mind, I dismiss it immediately. If I would entertain it, I would just end up sitting in front of the computer and typing my thoughts away. And if you are wondering how I am able to blog right now, well, they are sleeping. That’s my new schedule, blog when the kids are sleeping, and yeah I am happier now.
onlinemommy says
January 13, 2010 at 5:38 amGood to know that you are happier now 🙂 and you are no longer depressed. When our kids prefer other people than us, it is unavoidable to feel a pinch in our heart. Spending time with them is one good solution to have their attention back :)Blessings!
K says
January 13, 2010 at 8:26 amgood 😀
Yami says
January 13, 2010 at 10:00 amMarce feel ko yang pinagdadaanan mo. minsan tagal ko sa harap ng computer di ko na nakakausap ng matagal ang mga anak ko pagdating galing sa school. Mabuti marce ok na pakiramdam mo. 🙂
Mom of Four says
January 13, 2010 at 11:03 pmHirap ng daming anak no, hehehe.. si Alex ko nga, mas love ang lola nya kesa sa akin eh..huwahhh! kaka depress talaga. but, it's alright, kapit tuko naman sa akin si wrozlie, kaya pantay lang, grrrr…
Chris says
January 14, 2010 at 3:37 pmi am glad that you are able to catch up with chico.. its really hard to balance our time… especially for us stay at home moms..
Genejosh says
January 14, 2010 at 9:23 pmglad to know it marce that you're not depressed anymore…we have same blogging sched. din mare..no matter how I like to blog, I won't as long gising pa baby ko..naawa kasi ako sa kanya if I'm more engaged sa blogging kesa kanya..nakakaguilty tsaka sa hubby ko..
redamethyst says
March 14, 2010 at 5:31 amako naman, weekends are for JJ. since thats the only time na nakakasama ko sya at di ako makapagcomputer kasi nakikiagaw pa sya. hahaha
redamethyst says
March 14, 2010 at 5:31 amoh, the boys are missing you. dapat talaga may schedule ka to play with them. nagseselos ba sa PC. hahaha
redamethyst says
March 14, 2010 at 5:32 ampero ngayon andun si jj, heheh iniwan ko. nagrent muna ako. wahahah
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 2:46 pmsis how much is your helper cost? is she local?
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 2:46 pmunless you are okay with the noise
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 2:46 pmI think blog when they sleeping you can write more.
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 2:46 pmyeah depressed I easy get that if dear no interest in me
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 2:53 pmyeah have many blogs you need to manage well your time
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 3:08 pmI think blogging can express the feeling. 😀
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 3:12 pmeveryone has got a story.
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 3:12 pmI know as I saw her blog, its sad.
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 3:12 pmmy friend depresed blog out then later will delete it.
Sherry says
March 17, 2010 at 3:19 pmso take time play with them and read to them.
Jenny So says
October 29, 2011 at 9:56 amyour kids love you very, very much. 🙂