Yes I feel like I am running with scissors and some horses running after me. It is as if I need to finish everything and yet all things that came in my way cracks down. I hate not being able to control my environment and it is actually happening now. The only good thing is my Obsessive Compulsive disorder is not making it worse. My serotonin level is not going down down with my to do list (thank you!thank you!)

First, I have not been on the net for some time now and all my earnings activities are well, not earning.

Second there so many things to buy and so little time, not to mention so little money too. Argh! I have so many on my gift list and my shopping has not started yet. Another thing, my hubby is turning into a Grinch nowadays. He just said that we will not be buying some gifts for the Christmas. Oh well the issue is off as we just misunderstood each other. Ok So Mr. Grinch gone.

Now comes the hardest of them all.. choosing the right gifts for each on our list, which is a long list. hayhay.. the part that I enjoy the most is wrapping them up..

Third and last but not the least of it.. decorating the house. I already said that I won’t be putting up a tree and no more glittery items for me. But Kayil is bugging me to have a very very Christmas house (the expression or description he used when he saw how well decorated Super 8 is). And can I just say no to him? of course not! and so armed with a hanky on the nose, I brave all the dust for some glitters and the tree. I am almost there, almost done (post a pic when I am done).

All of this could have been easier if not for my sister. Her family (her hubby and uwak)is here. They are distracting me!! can’t blame them (that much) though.. it was still my fault, after all I AM the one who misses chatting (face to face, without the aide of YM)

The tree is calling me now.. so long..

and don’t get in the way.. I might cut you too.. hehe