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Becoming A Good Father

..to baby girl, that is…

When I first experienced contractions (that turns out to be false alarm) last week (or two weeks ago) it suddenly dawned to my husband that he is about to be a father, of BABY GIRL. It never occurred to him before that he now faces a new challenge (and much difficult), that is raising a girl. I think when he realized that I was give birth to Sati, a flashback plays in his mind. He was not a naughty guy then but of course he had some fair share of, er, advances to girls.

It was really funny seeing his face then. It seems like the world collapsed on him. He was speechless and it was so unlikely of him. It is as if he does not know what to do. So I guess now, if you can’t find him, most likely he is busy researching stuffs on how to be a good dad to his little Sati..

Boy Toys

I just can’t let this pass. This is one of the moments when he is “involved” on their toys. Quite a picture huh.LOL. sorry daddy hehe

A Bit For Him

I don’t know if I can still blog that much. I can post three times a day still but blog hop.. I don’t think so. I don’t have the energy to read my friend’s blog and think and comment. My first born needs me so much and it is very draining. He is having a lot of emotional turbulence right now. He lacks the motivation to move, to think and do what he needs to. I cannot abandon him during this time. He is my pillar of strength and seeing him slowly crashing right before my eyes kills me. I hate the fact that I can’t do anything. I tried letting him do whatever he thinks can give back his motivation but no use. I also tried reprimanding him, and still no use. I cannot think now, all I can do and be with him. Along the way, I thought of rebelling to what he is becoming but I can’t. I am made up with much more than that and I know, it won’t solve our problems. He lacks the will to do anything. He lacks the motivation, he lacks it all. What can I do for him when in fact he was my source?

I already suggested something to him that can take this all away, but are we ready for it? Can we face it? Oh darn!

What’s motivating you right now?

note: first born is hubby. just so you know…