I rant most of the day, I am tired, so many chores, the kid are noisy.. etc.. but at the end of day, I smile and say: I’m the luckiest mom in the world!

That’s how I felt everyday before I close my eyes. As I look at my kids, there is always an overwhelming feeling of happiness, joy and fulfillment.

Always, the thought of being able to give birth to them and being able to nurture them gives me a very high emotion. Who would have thought that someone like me is capable of that.. of unconditional love, of caring, of being a mother.

My day will always be a riot but at the end of it, I am complete.. the screams, the rowdiness, the noise, the clutters.. that makes me the luckiest mom.. oh the giggles I forgot!

I missed my friends, my marces and my close blogger friends. Last year we had a small get together (our food courtesy of Quick Delivery) and it has been almost a month since we last saw each other. I got to talk to them online about things like rack mount computer and our everyday life but seeing them is really different. I wish before the big move, I can see them even at least once a month.

Oh well, good thing, Kaye will coming down from the mountains this weekend. And though it seems really difficult to catch up on them (due to me having no helpers), I know we can find a way. Or maybe we can have another lunch here at the house.