Parenting Archive

My thoughts on parenthood, and what it's like to be a mom in the Philippines.

I am a BAD Mommy

I did something terrible a while ago.. I did something bad and I hate myself for doing it. I hate myself so much.. I will never forgive myself for this..I was blinded by anger.. Mommy acted so bad.. I promise I will never do it again.. never will do.. not once not slight.. never.. I am so sorry for what ever pain it caused you.. I love you.. I love you so much.. please don’t think other wise.. I love you.. it pains me.. I hate myself for doing it.. really do.. I am trembling now as I type this.. I am crying.. my whole body is in pain.. I am so sorry.. How can I ever erase it?
I am so bad and really hate myself for it..

Happy Birthday Mico!

oh no! it’s my birthday!

Today is my second son’s 4th birthday.. Happy Birthday my beautiful mini me. Mommy loves you so much!

The PS3 story

yeah. I know. I just posted about the toy test, but this one is an exception. The four way test is not applicable on this. This is a toy my hubby wants. This one needs a lot of convincing (on his part) and thinking (on my part). And so, to convince me, he asked the aide of my first born. Their conversation goes like this:

Hubby: You know Kayil, PS3 is better, way better than our PS2

Kayil: What is PS3?

Hubby: Remember you used to play Play station at your cousin’s house? The one they have is a PS1 and it is good right? The one we have is a PS2.. it is better no? and then there is PS3, which is way better..

Kayil: How about PS 100? buy me a PS 100!!buy me a PS 100!!buy me a PS 100!!