I am sitting in front of the computer for hours now, searching and searching for that one thing. I am not even halfway (or even pointway) of what we need to do (and what we want). I never thought this could be very tiring and time consuming. In every page I browse, my enthusiasm died down. I am almost ready to give up… but I know I should not, and I know I cannot. I am in high mood of my OCD, and this is what keeps me going. I am pretty sure that after all this hardwork, the result will be great. BUt I do hope that the result will come just in time before I lose my sanity.. hehe..
I miss my Baby
My first born, Kayil, he is now 5 years old. He no longer needs mommy that much. He can now take care of himself, already knows how to take a bath by himself. He can now brush his own teeth. He can now turn on the PC and play online games. As of writing this, he is upstairs playing PS2. Last Saturday hubby and Chico and me went out and forgot to say bye bye to him, he never cares anymore. Gone were the days where he would cry so hard when he can’t see or hear me.. and back then I hate it, now I miss it. I asked him if he still loves me because he seldom kisses and embraces now, he said, he just have so many things to do, that is why.. haaay He acts beyond his age.. and I really miss my cry baby boy.. I know i could not hold on to his being a baby forever, so now I just make up to the time he remembers me. When he need or want me I stop whatever I do (OK I am trying..) and attend to his needs. Babies.. they grow up so fast..
My best friend Glady’s wedding, he was one of the bearers. I was so proud of him! He walk by the altar all by himself and he was the cutest and bravest bearer I have seen.
Pacman vs My Beef Nilaga
For the sake of hits (hehe) I will ride on to this day’s events. I cooked hubby’s favorite dish which is Beef Nilaga, apparently it has to wait before it lands down to his digestive organs. Pacman won over my nilaga! Hubby started watching the Pacman and dela Hoya fight, first on some live streaming on the net. Unfortunately, those live streaming got caught just before the second round starts. To his excitement he jumps in the car and drive around while listening to the radio (yes we don’t have one on the house) and we come along together with the Starbucks cert he got. While driving, we heard from the radio that dela Hoya surrendered to Pacman, no more fighting for him. It was before round 9 starts. Yes, you Pacman fanatics, he WON by TKO. Now back to my nilaga.. after eating some, he goes back to his TV and watch the action.. guys have no contentment no?
view from the back
