If there is one thing that I hate for having a lot of kids is the emotional torture when the kids are sick. You know having a lot of kids means a lot of fun. Having a lot of kids means worrying a lot too. When they got sick, you worry not just for one but for three! The last time the three of them got sick, I was drained emotionally. Now my two babies were suffering form an on and off fever. We rushed them to the nearest hospital for check ups. The pedia suspected that the kids maybe suffering from Pulmonary Complex. I have no idea what that is but I think it needs a long term medication. The kids were subjected to Xrays. My heart melts as I hear Chico cries from the X ray room. Maybe he was frightened by the lights and all.
From what I heard Pulmonary Complex is a form of TB on kids. It is like an adult gave a TB bacteria to kids. What ever it is, I hope it is not what it is. The pedia advised us to have our helper be X rayed. We did and we are still waiting for the results. The X ray results will come out on Friday. Tomorrow we have to go back to the hospital for more testings.
I hate when this things happen. My confidence as a mom crumbles. I feel guilty. I blame myself for it. If I can only have a microscopic eye to filter all the microorganisms.. aah..life would be better.
